Queuing Up For Blogging

I could never believe this will happen on me!
Never ever in my life. I swear!
How can they treat me like this? *sob*

Do you believe that I've to queue for nearly 3 hours in order to use my computer? You get me? Yes! MY COMPUTER??!!
It's ridiculous! Gosh...

My life has turned into a disaster once I taught my mum how to use the computer. Read further. Don't think that I am a bad daughter.. ;(

I taught her how to switch on the computer, ways to access her account and introduce her some software. Before, I taught it's good to make her a computer-literate woman. I want my mum to be up-to-date since now we're in the globalisation world. (at least she knows how to switch on the computer??..lol..) But.... not now...anymore... *sob* *sob*

I wanna teach her on how to use the Microsoft Word and Excel. However, before I can really explain those software to her, she stops somewhere I could never think of. Something that I could never believe it.


She stops at the Spider Solitaire games and soon, gets addicted. She can't stop herself from playing the games for hours and hours whenever she comes back from work.This is not what I am hopping for.

To make matter worst, she even taught my dad on how to play the games. Now, that's good.. Both of my parents are addicted to spider solitaire and I don't even get much time to blog especially weekend. I am addicted too! Not the game but to blog! Try to imagine my feeling when idea is rushing out from my neurons and I don't get the chance to type them? Sigh... ;(

For today case, I can only get myself online at 11.15pm (before, I am free to online anytime I want).

Here is our family schedule.

• Dad: 8.30-10.00pm
• Mum: 10.00-11.15pm
• Me: 11.15pm and onwards

It's ok for me since I don't have exam until next Wednesday. I am free now! I know, as a good, lovely, patient daughter, I should be tolerance and be happy for them since they've found out their new way to entertain themselves other then the TV. They need entertainment after works. Ok, Ok.... I know, I know.. I will teach her more games. Lol...

Can Animals Commit Suicide?

Finally, I've managed to draw the header for curryegg.com yesterday. I am really happy with it and I hope it has given you a fresh look. Lol...

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I was reading a book yesterday: Can Cows Walk Down Stairs from Paul Heiney and I've found out this interesting question.

Can animals commit suicide?

Well, the author picks the word 'nature' should be used instead of 'commit suicide'. He explains animals die for the good of others is quite common. He gives some examples:

1) Bees will die to protect their hive.
This is true. People or creatures who go near the bee hive will get hurt, badly injures or even death. They are willing to die in order to protect their home.


2) Certain male bees are even ripped open by the queen during mating.
Gosh! Really? I've never heard about this. I am wondering how the queen rip them?

3) Some spiders may be devoured by their young.


4) Some of the female spiders will eat their male after the mating process *addition from me*
I heard about this before. The female Black Widow (L. mactans) will eat the male after mating. I saw this documentary in the National Geography some years ago. How cruel!!! I believe we, the women are cruel too when it comes to hatred in love. Don't believe? I've found out another proof.


5) Male preying mantises may be eaten by their mate during copulation.
Have you heard this before? This is another documentary I'd watched before. I should make a correction here. The male may be eaten before, during or after the copulation. It's depends on his LUCK. Lol..

Somehow, male is a great source of protein. So, usually the female with eats him after the process. Is that sounds scary? For more information: Here


Therefore, we shouldn't use the word commit suicide for the animals base on these nature reasons. They die for many reasons in which the human can understand. But.... how about the dolphins? Why they beached themselves on the beach? Is it because of their stressful life? Peers influences? Or because of they can sense something that the human's eyes can't see and hear? Or the dolphins can predict the future where disaster will happen like the Tsunami?

At Tanzania's Zanzibar archipelago few years ago. Click here for information.

Question! Question! Question!
Where are the answers?

Dolphin is a cheerful and happy-going-lucky mammal in water(in my perception). They live a happily-ever-after life in the ocean, before.... but not in todays world. Pollutions happen everywhere and this has disturbed the ecosystem.


Anyway, dolphins are considered the most intelligent aquatic animals with their friendly appearance in the human eyes. I believe most of you've seen the dolphins performance in the zoo or circus?

Happy moment with dolphins.

We, the humans even willing to save the dolphin who are tempting to 'commit suicide'. Well, should I use the word 'commit suicide'? Nevermind. Since we precious the life of the dolphin and other animals, why don't we precious our life too?

News about murders, commit suicide, drugs addictions, raping cases and etc becoming the everyday headline on the newspapers. Sigh...

Anyway, what I am truly sure is that the humans do commit suicide for hundreds of reasons. Is there any similar reasons between humans and animals in this case? For sure, the animals won't die for 'MONEY!!!!'. Haha...

Let me hear your opinions.

Cry On My Shoulder

I am a kind of girl who are very sensitive to sound. Sometimes, a tiny sound can be detected easily or maybe when someone is playing the wrong notes on the piano. Maybe it's because of I learn music ever since I was a child. However, I couldn't play any nice song on piano. I am too lazy to learn. Haha..

Taking about music, I prefer songs that are sentimental, slow or country style. To be honest, Linkin Park, Gorillaz or any other songs that I consider as 'ears-hurting' is a no-no for me. Oops, sorry to Linkin Park or Gorillaz fans. I am not that rock ok? Sorry... Maybe Avril Lavige's songs are still ok for me especially "Complicated".

Yesterday, Eric had sent me a song, Cry On My Shoulder by Superstar which has melted my heart unconsciously. The way they compose the song and the lyric as well is so touching. I feel like crying while listening to the song. A sudden flashback on my past happened while listening to the song. Those unpleasant moments in the past 15 years was recalled. Looking back on my past, I never know that I've managed to overcome my problems and nearly being forgotten.


I still remember those suffering moments that I've gone through and I thought I will never be able to face it. I felt myself was so weak. The world was so dark and I felt alone. But hey! I did. I've managed to overcome those problems. This is who I am now, a healthy, sporting, lovely, rational Curryegg. Haha..

It's impossible to overcome those hardest moments without the supports from my family and friends. They are the people who have been lending me their shoulders to cry of when I was so down. For all this while, they've been supporting and motivating me and I should say thank you for all of them especially to Eric's shoulders. I've been wetting his shoulders for so long. Lol.. Thank you guys for your lovely shoulders..... *hugs*


Now, I should tell you how greatful I am to own this blog. I can blog whatever I want and get responses and supports from all of you which has brighten up my life. This is why I enjoy blogging so much. Without you guys, I won't blog that often - because I neither have the intrinsic nor extrinsic motivation. Lol... (Applying my psychology).

Here, I sincerely and faithfully dedicated this song to all of you. Hope that you can find a good, strong shoulders and OWN them! ;D
Have a nice weekend!
*hugs*

Cry On My Shoulder
-Superstar-

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Repeat chorus

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

Curregg.com Need Some Changes

Finally, I've finished my Psychology paper. I am 70% free starting from now onwards. There are another 2 papers which I don't have to worry much. So, now I am trying to think for changing my blog template. Previously, I did make a survey using the poll to get votes from you guys and I've found out that I need a change! I mean my curryegg.com need a change! I need a fresh look now! lol...

However, I no nothing about html, not even graphic design. Sigh.... Anyway, I should give it a try. Or else, I will cry for help. Haha....

Besides template, I will try to blog more about interesting topic which will base on my own opinions. I don't mind if they might sound hilarious or illogical, it's still my own opinions... ;)

I feel like I am so tire now. I ate too much for dinner I guess. Haha... See you guys soon and happy weekend. Good night.

My First Crush

(Dedicate this song for all my readers! Hope you enjoy it..my favourite song!)

Well, it's first of November and I should say Happy Birthday to KTY, my friend. I think the name of KTY appear in my blog before.. let me see... Yup.. Here


Well, thinking of KTY will make me thinking of my first love. Ok. I confess, he was my first crush for the past few years and I should say that was my puppy love.


I was surprised at that moment when KTY asked me to be his girl friend. Well, I accepted it since I had a good feeling on him. However, I didn't really understand the meaning of love. Well, I was just 14. Lol...

I was so innocent and knew nothing about the roles of a girlfriend. I still remembered that I didn't even dare to hold his hand nor stand too close to him. He was like a complete stranger to me even though I was in a relationship with him at that moment. I should sing:

"Sometimes I run, Sometimes I hide...
Sometimes I scare of you...."
Britney Spears: Sometimes

Unfortunately, our 'puppy love' only last for 2 months. We broke up at the end... in an ordinary way... uhh? ordinary?

Of course, I was so disappointed at that moment. Cried all the way. Oh ya. I've forgotten to say that he was my ex-classmate. I had to see him all the time and this was hard. It took me few months to cure my hurt feeling. Ok. That was over. Lol.. We're friend now. haha... What a sporting girl I am. Oopss!

Before, I didn't understand why we ended so soon. He didn't give me a good reason. I was lost until not long after that, I start to understand the meaning of love when I've grown up and be a bit mature. I've found out that, love without commitment and good communication will bring a relationship to the end. It will make the another half feels that, you're with them and care for them all the time.

You may have a crush on the guy who sits besides you for just a minute but it takes a day, a week, a month or even few years to forget him. This implies to me too. It's impossible for me to forget KTY since he was my first crush. What I heard, first crush is always the sweet one. Haha... I beg they are 75% right. Anyway, I should say thank you to KTY for teaching me some lessons and bring me to the world of love. Without him, I wouldn't know how to love, appreciate and care for the one I love. *sob*.... I'm touched. ^^

Thank you KTY. Hope that you and Siew will happy being together and God bless you guys.
And... Happy Birthday to you!!!!

;D