I had always want my semester break to be fun, exciting and fulfilling. Well, I did it. I am having one right now.
I am doing something which is new, different, adventurous, skillfulness and meaningful. If you still remember, I am currently working as a teacher at a craft centre for children.
As much as I love the job, I can’t deny that I am living in exhaustion especially in these few days because school holiday has just started. Thus, the number of visitors has increased.
Seriously, it is a good thing because I can learn more in handling various situations. However, it seemed like my body and mind can’t work for long hours when with little rest. I work for about 10 hours a day with averagely 20 minutes break. For your info, my work requires lot of standing, walking, hand moving and communicating. So, it is normal when I get hungry and sleepy easily.
By right, I should sleep by now (or earlier). I guess, my procrastination in sleeping is because of the dissatisfaction of not being able to spend quality time with myself. I have been following instructions more than I listen to my inner talk lately. Thus, not having much chances in expressing my inner talk.
Thus, I am trying to find the satisfaction thru blogging now since the parents sleep as soon as I reached home from work and the bf slept before I called. Also, the girlfriends are busy with their exam, holiday or work. So, no one to talk to.. Sighhhhhh….
This is the downside of being an ENFP.
The bad thing of studying counseling & psychology is, you will get too caught up in using those terms like ENFP (myer briggs typology), inner talk, therapeutic and expressiveness.
Well, well, well.. this is just a personal rumbling of mine. Post with no proper structure. Who cares?
I think I can sleep better now after bursting out my exhaustion into words. Better day tomorrow… *fingers crossed*